Good morning my dear readers!
Here I am a little upset again. This time I can more than sure blame it on my period. It has the way to turn me into a cry baby instead of a lion. But that’s not what I want to share with you all. Let’s talk about stating some facts. There will be always people or more likely poisonous snakes that will hide behind their innocent face. I am calling such people “chameleons” because they change color and camouflage themselves for protection. Such people often are arrogant and lack of self-esteem so they feed on others. When their life turns colorful they tend to forget all their sins.
Instead of nagging on and on about all the people in my life that have mobster tendencies let me talk about what is right and what is wrong. As you know lies has short legs. Sooner or later people that has to know the truth will know. I am a bit more mature than in the past and will not resort to violence or blackmailing of any kind. I don’t have jealousy issues as I prefer to be on healthy terms with people. It can become quite awkward if you meet someone from your past on the street and you did not treat them right. In my case I don’t have to worry. I’ve only cut relations with people that were abusing their position. But the reality is cruel. The more you try to cut relation with people, the more they want to be in your life and make sure you know that you don’t deserve to be happy if they are not happy. And this specific case I am going to present to you.
Not so long ago I’ve shared with you that my ex husband is getting married. I am truly happy for him. But I wish he had been more mature one year ago as he acts like he is today. Yesterday I’ve confronted him about his behavior when I’ve just started to get to know Ahad. There was a day that he took my phone and throw it on the ground because he did not like that I talked to Ahad. That time we were just talking for two days and we were just on the stage of being friendly with each other. Another day he started calling me names when I was on call with Ahad and asked Ahad if he really wants to be with someone like me, then insulting me while I was on the call. Ahads was shocked. He couldn’t believe that someone that is a father acts this way towards the woman that gived birth to his kids. He constantly blackmailed me saying that if Ahad comes here then he cannot live or even meet our kids. He has been a jerk even after I married Ahad, trying to order me around until his parents arrange this marriage for him. I know he will not change, no matter how much I wish he could be happy. I think he simply enjoys irregularities in his life. But back to the story….
Since he started talking to the girl he will marry, he constantly locks himself in different rooms, if I come close he makes his phone in silence mode or cuts the call. Believe me, I will never attack anyone if they have not done anything wrong to me. When I am done, I am done. I did not divorce my ex to teach him any lesson. I did because he wasn’t happy with me nor was I happy with him. His behavior these days awakens a lot of suspicion and yes, he earned my mistrust. I am more than sure that he is doing something that will only bite his butt later on. Women know what they want. Many of them do. He won’t be able to keep secrets forever. I just hope he will not put himself in an embarrassing situation because the next three years ahead look very promising for me but not for him. He is cursed to have argues whenever he marries in the 6th or 8th month of the marriage, with the Saturn in 12th house in his Navamsha and the yearly horoscope of his for 2023 shows Muntha in 7th house. Wishing him a lot of strength because I will not give up on my own happiness that easily with Muntha in 3rd house of the yearly horoscope for 2023!
By now you may ask…where is the truth that hurts the eyes?
Well my dear readers… it’s crystal clear psychology and a lot of reactions. Until next! ❤️
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