Cycle of transformation with Venus conjunct Ascendant lord in the 8th house : Appearance

Hello! Welcome to the post about the cycle of transformation. A post expressing that little beauty and astrology blend and how do these correlate.

Venus conjunct Ascendant lord in 8th house will make you transform not only when it comes to your hair or style but even how you express yourself. The way you express yourself depends on the zodiac sign on the cusp of 8th house as well as the placement of 8th house lord. conjunctions and aspects.

What you will notice is the more dreamy feminine zodiac sign rules 8th house the more you will experiment with hair color and different styling and that due to the reason you will express your inner feelings and thoughts. Sometimes you will feel like a character in a drama series and so you will turn into one by having that specific style.

With the ascendant conjunct Venus in the 8th house makeover will be a part of your life and can bring both good and bad things int your life. As Venus stands for finances and spouse, your make over could either bring your spouse closer to you or give the opposite effect. Its the same way with a job. You could get one after changing something about yourself.

Transformation will all depend on colors and patterns. If you have Venus in the 8th house, white or pinkish should be a part of your wardrobe. Zodiac sign in the 8th house and ascendant lord will tell you more about which changes you will make and in which area as zodiac signs rule different part of the body.

Aries rules the head for example as its 1st in the astrological belt and since its ruled by Mars, the color would be red. Even houses signify a body part. For example if you have Pisces in the 8th house with Ascendant lord Sun conjunct Venus, 8th house would signify the waist or lower part of your body like butt, Pisces signifies the feet while Sun being the ascendant lord signifies the head. As Venus is the significator of beauty and 8th house signifies transformation your hair color would change a lot. Sun is rulling Leo, the king of drama and creative pursuits and Pisces is a imaginary zodiac sign, Venus is rulling both Taurus and Libra which automatically says that you would be born with an extra ordinary appearance or at least would have that magnetic aura around you. You would look cute, alluring but could take on a more dramatic style as well. Ascendant is not only your head but body in general thus with Aries you could be athletic, with Pisces ascendant you could be little overweight as its ruled by the planet of expansion Jupiter.

Thank you for reading and stay tunned for a continuation of the topic 😀

Happy first week of July 2022!

Darakaraka, Atmakaraka & Amatyakaraka

●°●°● What is Darakaraka and what do we need it for? ●°●°●

Darakaraka is the planet with the lowest degree in your horoscope. It signifies your spouse. It’s another position other than 7th house and its lord placement that can tell you about the characteristics of your spouse.

The planets that can be Darakaraka are Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn. In case Ketu/Rahu holds the lowest degree look at the next lowest degree planet you have in your horoscope as these are the shadow planets and do not count as Darakaraka.

Before I start, to not repeat myself with every new Darakaraka description. Your spouse could either have Sun, Moon or ascendant in a house/zodiac sign which signifies the planet which has lowest degree. If the Darakaraka planet is in the sign which it rules your spouse could even have that specific look.

So let’s me give you a short description of every planet that could be the significator of your spouse. 

Sun as Darakaraka

It means your spouse has a lot of authority. He could be the one everyone comes to for advice. He will be independent, confident and people will respect him. The negative side of Sun though can come out if Sun is sitting together in a malefic sign/house with malefics or planets which it has enemity with. Then your spouse could be egoistic and more of a dictator than a leader.

Moon as Darakaraka   

It means that your spouse will be caring, family and home oriented. It will care for you as a mother would care. In the negative sense your spouse could be a homebody and oversensitive.

Mercury as Darakaraka 

It indicates a youthful and talkactive spouse. Your spouse could be good at doing trade and would like to learn many things. The negative side of Mercury as Darakaraka is that your spouse could be very critical.

Venus as Darakaraka

Your spouse will be very creative and will enjoy music and arts. Is sensual by nature and will surround himself with beauty. Could have more female friends than male friends. Could enjoy comforts as in be rich.

Mars as Darakaraka

You spouse could have a reddish complexion and be slim or have a fit body. Be very couragous and independent. Your spouse could be argumentative or quarrelsome. Your spouse could enjoy competition.

Jupiter as Darakaraka

Jupiter signifies that your spouse could be religious, educated and well travelled. Your spouse would bring wisdom into your life. In the negative side your spouse could be preachy and have issues with overindulgence.

Saturn as Darakaraka

Your spouse would be a hardworking individual. Conservative. Could be older in age or more experienced by life. Your spouse will bring order and discipline into your life.

●°●°● What is Atmakaraka and Amatyakaraka? ●°●°●

Atmakaraka is the significator of your souls purpose in this life and Amatyakaraka can give you clues of how to fullfil your purpose. Atmakaraka is the planet with the highest degree while Amatyakaraka holds the 2nd highest degree.

If your Atmakaraka planet is Sun you are a born leader. You could be a politician or uphold a high position at your workplace as Sun stands for the king. The nature of your career depends on Amatyakaraka.

If your Atmakaraka planet is Moon you could be a nurse or kindergaten teacher. Your soul yearns to nurture. As Moon signifies feminine energy you could also work in a field where you meet a lot of women. Moon stands also for liquid.

If your Atmakaraka planet is Mercury you could be inclined to do business. You could also work as mathematician. Your soul yearns to learn and excel in many different fields.

If your Atmakaraka planet is Venus you could be inclined to work with woman. You could be an artist or beautician. Any profession related to media, hotel or restaurant managment is possible. You should watch out for indulging in pleasure such as sex, drugs and gambling.

If your Atmakaraka planet is Mars you need to learn to controll your fiery nature. Channeling anger in a healthy way is what your soul desires. A person with Mars as Atmakaraka should find time to meditate especially after waking up in order to balance the fire element within. A healthy way of using the energy which comes with Mars is to protect others.

If your Atmakaraka is Jupiter you are once lucky fellow. You desire to learn and to teach. You love travelling and you learn by experiencing. People with Jupiter as Atmakaraka are inclined to become teachers of philosophy, spirituality, religion but even if not there is always a bigger meaning with what they choose to do. The challenge with this Atmakaraka is preaching and being judgemental. As a person with Jupiter as Atmakaraka you need to respect your teachers, husband and be good to your children as only then you will be able to truly expand your vision.

If your Atmakaraka is Saturn you probably had a very difficult start in life. With Saturn as Atmakaraka you need to learn to let go of beliefs and expectations. Another thing specific for Saturn is that it delays which means your desires will be fullfiled later in life.

How do I keep updated about astrology? And how do I analyse things?

Hello my dear readers!

Its been actually pretty rainy where I live these last few days but luckily after rain comes the sun and I even hear the birds singing. But when it rains or actually there is a pretty much a hurricane inside our heads and/or hearts you may ask yourself what is wrong and for how long. That is the reason why I’ve decided to make time to write this post.

I’ve gone through pretty many storms in my life, even as I try to get stronger mentally, tthere will be always someone trying to push you from the cliff. When its your closest family I assure you it hurts so much you ask yourself if its worth living and I can tell you from your experience that it is! It hurts, very badly actually but you can do it! We all go through bad and good periods in life. I know it feels like a rollercoaster ride for many of you because so does it for me. I get disappointed by my parents, partner, children, friends, teachers, co-workers and bosses but I made myself an aim and I will go for it.

But how do we know and how do we prepare ourself for the future?

If you are someone that started or maybe just heard something about astrology I recommend to you dearly Astro sage is available as an app too which makes it handy if you want to see daily horoscope for example. It’s free of charge and after you learn some more about astrology which you can actually do through the app and website too, then you can make your own predictions.

I am actually going through a Saturn influence right now and Mercury will follow soon but I know already that by September I will be going through Ketu influence and by end of October to the start of December my incomes and everything I’ve worked for will change significiently. I know it all because I follow the transits on my own but I use the to make the predictions. Some of the prediction from the Varshphal actually come true. The time period may not be true, for that you need to know the transits on your own but many events mentioned there do happen.

So for example if the app is saying :

Many of these things actully did happen but earlier than what the app suggests. I had issues with my period last month and I actually had a stomach flu when I came back from Pakistan and eys hurts me too due to my pollen allergy. My reputation has also been tried to be messed with but its always by the jealous people or I-know-it-all people. And yes, its pretty depressing if it comes from your mother but other than that I am fine.

Now I am going through what the app is saying should happen in September. I have problems with my kids. They are extremely stubborn and fussy right now. There are issues with my job as a teacher due to summerbreak so I had to request the company I work at to give me some work at the kindergarden. And yes, because there is not so much work I will have many bills sent to the company handling debts.

But I know too that it will pass as long as I try harder.

I am betting on October becoming a little better financially. I still did not decide if I will give the media technology a try but I think I will. I don’t have a sense of revenge but I want to show one of the professors that they misjudged me. I deserve my double bachelor degree. I work harder than other students in class. This time I know that being couragous gives me opportunities, being scared makes my life more complicated. And I’ve made a goal to work in university by the age of 33. I am not sure how but I will upgrade my skills and read more. Maybe I will join some writring contest or filmmaking contest. I just want to explore more and expand my horizons. I am hungry for becoming more than what I am. And I know there is more to me than what I notice at this time.

When it comes to the prediction for the later part of 2022, I think that I may succeed at getting my degree completed, at least the tourism one. If not that then I may get a better job opportunity. The last of my hopes and wishes for the year would be for Ahad to be with me. I know the probability is low looking at my income right now but still a lot can happen in the next 6 months. My income can increase and 1100 Euro of yearly income can turn into 8000-11000 Euro of yearly income and that’s 660- 920 Euro monthly.

And I think, thats pretty all. Sorry, I go a little outside of the topic but I really had to get out some things. Not having many friends around makes me into a chatter box .

Thank you for reading & See you soon!

Maturity of the planets and events connected to them

Hello! 😋

It’s been a while since I wrote anything on the topic of astrology but well… you even stagnate while learning sometimes. In the recent month’s I’ve taken more interest in Varshphal. That is yearly horoscope or differently called solar return. And so I dig a little and found out that every planet has an maturity age and by the end when they reach maturity some events connected to these planets will take place. But before I jump into analysis of my birth chart let me tell you when each planet matures.

Jupiter matures at the age of 16. It is believed that at that time humans have already created a set of principles and a belief system which they follow through out life. As Jupiter represents wisdom as in education , husband for a girl and children as well as religion and travel, some events connected to the significance of Jupiter will take place between the age of 15 and 16.

Sun matures at the age of 21. As it stands for authority, recognition and career between 20 and 21 we should be able to choose our career path. We could get our first job or be rewarded for something we did. As Sun stands for father too, something related to your father could take place.

Moon matures by the age of 24. By that time one should have gained mental stability and show signs of a mature mind. Moon stands for mind, home, mother, family, nourishment thus something connected to these should take place. Maybe you will purchase your first apartment? For that you will need to check planet placement in your birth chart.

Venus matures at the age of 25. Between 24 and 25 we could meet our partner or we could have a lesson about love and relationships. By that time we should be mature enough to lead a one to one relationship.

Mars matures at the age of 28, which means that between the age of 27 and 28 you will take action towards something or the opposite, you may lose courage, depending on house placement and planets surrounding mars. By the age of 28 we should have grown enough to understand how we can control our anger and how to use the energy for our benefit.

Mercury matures at the age of 32. As it’s a planet of communication and business by that time something related to our communication like planning , organising , leadership may take place but does not have to. It could be related to writing as Mercury ruled Gemini represents hands or something analytical as Mercury is ruling the sign of Virgo as well. If you are a scientist, it could mean that you will reach a new level when it comes to your career or you could get a reward or a degree . As with the other planets, placement such as house, planets sitting around Mercury and lord placement of that house should be checked for getting a clear idea about the event that will take place between 31 and 32. As Mercury stands for siblings too, something related to your younger siblings could take place.

Saturn matures at the age of 36. As it’s about responsibility and duty in our life, an event that will will happen by the age of 35 and 36 will require greater maturity and the willingness to serve our karma. By that time we will be aware of our duties and responsibilities towards others.

Rahu matures at the age of 42. By that time Rahu loses its strength and a person is able to let go of their illusions and become aware of the fact that money is not all the happiness in the world.

Ketu matures at the age of 48. By the age of 47 and 48 one should know their spiritual path and come to a realisation that clinging into people or things does not serve any purpose. It could be a time when one gets detached from the world.

So finally 😂 let me tell you what happened to me. And you can practice using my birth chart.

Between age of 15 and 16, I’ve decided to study textile design in high school and I’ve got an award for my achievements at school.

Between age of 20 and 21, many things happened. I had to grow up and master the courage to save my relationship and so my kids dad came to Sweden and we moved to another place. I’ve also decided that I want to pursue a career where I can be creative and give service.

Between the age of 23 and 24, I’ve pursued higher education at university. I’ve also became a mother during that time and had to learn to handle the pressure of home and school and all the criticism that I’ve gotten from my classmates for having children.

Between the age of 24 and 25, it’s said in 2018/2019, I’ve gone through a transformation and I’ve got a few lessons connected to marriage and relationships. I’ve started also to gain more knowledge about astrology. For me that was a big boom 💥. I felt like I was floating in the air. Everything I knew felt so unrealistic. I’ve decided to divorce during that time as well and I made it before my 26th birthday.

Between 27 and 28 I’ve actually remarried. Why? Karma is a bitch 😅 and I guess divorcees with kids are hot. Mars is in 7th house and 7th lord is in 7th house too. Mercury which also resides in in 7th house stands for contracts/written agreements and so I did nikah at the court.

I am 28 right now + 3 months 😂 . And I am super excited for what Mercury will give me at 32. But as Mercury is in 7th house I hope next step will be business, not a divorce. I am not so sure though when it comes to the events connected to Saturn at 36. At 42, I suspect my mother will get sick or I will have a big argument with my husband. At 48 I suspect Ketu will either give me a good position at work or will make me away from everything that has to do with materiality. There could be something related to death too.

Wow! It’s been so refreshing sharing something new with you. Soon I’m gonna start my own channel on YouTube where you will be able to discover yourself a new together with me 🌟.

See you soon !



Today, just another decennium passed since the day I entered into adulthood. I used to be very emotionally expressive, sensitive in a way. Somehow ten years later, I am the same person yet not entirely. I think I was at my most beautiful moment of my life between the ages 26 to 27. After that my life became dull in a way and I’ve started feeling trapped again. Today as I turn 28 years I can honestly look into the mirror and say that being single and just loving myself was the best time of my life. I was shining. And although my outer beauty did not end yet in many wrinkles I do feel since few weeks as an empty shell.

I don’t know where I am headed. But I feel I’ve stood in one place way too long. Maybe it’s due to the solar return year that I feel so trapped. I am not sure but I would love to experience the days with excitement again. Like waking up and feeling bubbly again. Probably, I will give it a try in the day time. Listening to music and eating something nice that will put me into good mood but the Moon and Saturn aspect today makes me feel pessimistic, I swear. I think the last time I felt this way was on my 16th bday when my mom left for Poland to meet her lover and forced me to stay with the stepfather and his mother to celebrate my birthday with a chocolate cake which I hated. Like I totally hated that cake. Not because it was from Lidl but because it felt like “empty”. It felt like my birthday was nothing special. And I got this feeling today as well. As my birthday is nothing special.

Normally, I would have spoken with confidence and there would be energy and positivity coming from me but right now I just don’t feel like acting like I am feeling good or happy. I think I’m simply getting more mature. Too mature for anyone to understand me, even myself doesn’t at times.

But despite me being all dull right now I do wish myself a better life. I wish to be as passionate and cheerful as I was in the moon mahadasha. I wish to love my husband as purely as I loved other people and I wish myself to not overthink things and act with an relaxed mind. I hope that this Chariot tarot year will be good for my growth and that I will get to a point where I will be happy with myself again.

Cheers to that!

Happy birthday to me 🎂🧃

See you later!