Good Sunday evening to you all!
It’s been a while since I’ve written anything. To be honest my life has been quite monotonous, not counting the incident last week where I felt like all hope is lost. In the month of October I’ve been working on a project about hospitality management and I’ve been actually quite tired in my brain. Again being the only person to understand whats going on and whats expected from me…and three other people that did not have it figured out. Actually one of them I do consider being a “smart ass”. You know that type of a person that will suck up to the teachers but never actually do any work. But on the other hand, I do feel blessed. I actually managed to get a C in the previous course. And I hope I will not get all too much trouble from the “smart ass”. He actually consider himself worthy of getting the same reward for the project as me and the girls in the group although he wasted time on talking, instead of being helpful in the research… Oh.. I almost forgot. He did contribute with answer alternatives for one of the questions in the survey we had performed 😅… I really do hope nothing complicated will come out of this as it was a group decision to talk to our teacher about this. But the man was so stubborn and arrogant. So well…you never know with men…
What else ?
Hmm… I’ve been working on the new media technology thesis. I’ve decided to dedicate a sentence of acknowledgement to my mother. I don’t feel like repeating the cycle of toxic connections so that’s all I can give her for her birthday. I have figured out that I’ve been surrounded by narcissists, my whole life. And she is the most scariest of them all. But don’t worry.
Me staying low-profile is going to end soon. I did not get the job I wanted but at least I will earn enough for rent next month. I’m going to work at Stockholms mässan in Älvsjö for about a week and then let’s see. Maybe they will like me and I will get more work. If not, I will try getting something at a hotel or tourist agency. But I’ve decided to work with something that will allow me gain experience in the field of tourism.
As you see I look pretty even when I feel bored and exhausted by reading and repeating myself. I do believe that after this exhausting time is past I will be much more stronger and wiser. Nevertheless, it takes a lot of time to get anywhere. Maybe that’s why the feeling of monotony. I wish I could sleep instead of going to school tommorow. Unfortunately, its a seminar. I’ve gotten myself in big trouble because of the new course. There are at least 5 seminars and every time I have to read something or prepare for exercises. Media, Culture and Society is not easy but on the other hand I feel like its a gift in disguise from God and the course will actually help me to write my media technology thesis the right way. But well…maybe its me just overthinking again…
I will see you in a couple of days and this time I promise to upload the nakshatra series.
See you until then !