“Your boat is sinking…”is what she said

My plan is to do some work while I try to finish my Bachelor degree. Thus, I don’t want any meddling and surprises“.

Your boat is sinking. One wrong decision and you will drown. ” she answered.

Good evening!

Few days ago I’ve told my husband Ahad that I feel a big tsunami coming towards me. Guess what…

I was RIGHT !

Who wouldn’t like to be right about something? I guess me. It’s all because I am mostly right about the bad things that could happen to me.

Okay, I will not exaggerate. The worst hasn’t happen to me yet but I assure you. It’s pretty much coming my way and it’s quite scary. But this is life. Life does not always go in a positive direction. I am here to learn about life. Life is tough, it has always been. And I’ve always tried to be brave and strong, heading forward. My steps are small at times, but better being slow than stand and not do anything.

Saturn return is approaching my way so I expect the events of next summer make a big uncomfortable twist in my life but I assure you it’s just a beginning. But I really wish my family would be more supporting. I’ve just made a statement to my mother that my numerology number is 33 like Jesus, I will keep carrying the cross on my shoulders, even when people hit me from all sides and feed me vinegar.

🤔 I should make it the next topic… “Numerology – Master Numbers” 🤣🤣🤣

But apropo the introduction of today’s post. My ex has this great idea to move but for that he wants to involve my mother. Since he would need to pay double rent for 3 months, he thought of taking loan from her. I have problems breathing whenever I hear people talk bullshit like this. I want a clean finish. No more entanglement. But I know this people will not let me live in peace. I’ve already made a plan that I will work and finish my Bachelor degree and then try for a better job. I have what it takes to be an entrepreneur too. But as you know it requires time, plenty of patience and hard work. It’s not something that can be done overnight.

A sinking boat is not what I am afraid of. I’ve been there before many times. It’s just about willpower to get up again. Getting up get’s to be more difficult with extra weight but not impossible as long as we try and do our training.

Thank you & see you next time with the post about Master Numbers 11, 22 and 33 !

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Principles of a Go-getter

New year, a brand new me. And the year of Chariot. Here I come!

Changes as most of things need patience and courage. There is plenty of work behind it as well. Nothing comes to us from above except duties and even more hard work than it was at the beginning. A principle of a Go-getter is sustainability. Long-term aims and goals to be fullfilled little by little, every day.

Where am I headed ? – is the question you need to repeat to yourself every single moment your lose the desire to keep going.

A Go-getter does not fear challenges and does not wait for opportunities but rather creates his own stage to perform at.

If you never waited for the “right” tools but rather used whatever you had at hand – A way to go , Go-getter!

So far my life was about SYNCHRONISATION. This year is about ACTION. Action means moving forward in life, turning dreams into plans with clear goals, travelling and exploring, getting new insights and using them as inspiration for the betterment of the future, my future. And believing in yourself is the key. Striving for something is the mechanism of it all. And so I am headed towards becoming someone above my current self. Someone no one imagined that I could have become.

What are you striving for future Go-getter?

I know my answer to this question. Do you ?

Thank you for reading! Wishing you a pleasant weekend!

What will you become when you grow up?

As children we have so many dreams. We constantly imagine us as in different roles ; a doctor, a computer engineer, an astronaut, a beautician. Then we hit our teens and we are forced to choose one option of a dozen other choices. Some young people really get their calling right and lead a successful career-life. Others have so many options to choose from and so many talents, they constantly swing between one idea to the other, not really getting anywhere or doing various jobs. And there are as well the people that do not dare to dream about becoming someone they cannot afford.

The question : What will you become when you grow up? , does not have an obvious answer anymore. Why? Because people change. Dreams change too. One’s circumstances can either make someone to withdraw or inspire to envolve, explore and be their better self.

So what will I become when I grow up? Hmm…I don’t know because to me “grow up” means being at the stagnation stage. I don’t really feel like settling for one thing. I am way too curious for that. And probably many of you will feel same. Monotonous assignments at work are not for everyone. And creative individuals are good at multitasking so why settle for one thing when being creative gives you so many ways of expression? So if I had to give you one direct answer that would be probably when I grow old but to be honest the older I become the more curious and active I am.

You could say that I am kind of a late bloomer when it comes to choosing directions in life. I always listened to other peoples suggestions and to be honest I feel like I’ve been misguided in life a lot. And probably I will still happen to make some wrong choices but I am more aware about where I am headed in life and where I want to be at the end.

I know I would love to publish at least one book in this life, I would love to become a lecturer and an entrepreneur. The knowledge I possess is very broad thus I would love to leave a piece of it for other generations. Maybe that is the reason I am so into blogging. I can be expressive in so many ways. I can do designing, I can write poems and kind of give lectures on the subjects I find interesting. I think what really is important in choosing your path if for you to feel comfortable in your role. That is the reason self discovery becomes so essential. Because we cannot know what we like before we explore all the options, every layer we have.

And what about you? Was it easy for you to choose your path? Did you know from the beginning what you want to become once you grow up? Maybe you are still searching for that one thing you are good at ?

No matter which one. Don’t worry. One day you will reach there. Just listen to your heart, not other peoples whispers.

Thank you & have a pleasant Sunday!