“Your boat is sinking…”is what she said

My plan is to do some work while I try to finish my Bachelor degree. Thus, I don’t want any meddling and surprises“.

Your boat is sinking. One wrong decision and you will drown. ” she answered.

Good evening!

Few days ago I’ve told my husband Ahad that I feel a big tsunami coming towards me. Guess what…

I was RIGHT !

Who wouldn’t like to be right about something? I guess me. It’s all because I am mostly right about the bad things that could happen to me.

Okay, I will not exaggerate. The worst hasn’t happen to me yet but I assure you. It’s pretty much coming my way and it’s quite scary. But this is life. Life does not always go in a positive direction. I am here to learn about life. Life is tough, it has always been. And I’ve always tried to be brave and strong, heading forward. My steps are small at times, but better being slow than stand and not do anything.

Saturn return is approaching my way so I expect the events of next summer make a big uncomfortable twist in my life but I assure you it’s just a beginning. But I really wish my family would be more supporting. I’ve just made a statement to my mother that my numerology number is 33 like Jesus, I will keep carrying the cross on my shoulders, even when people hit me from all sides and feed me vinegar.

πŸ€” I should make it the next topic… “Numerology – Master Numbers” 🀣🀣🀣

But apropo the introduction of today’s post. My ex has this great idea to move but for that he wants to involve my mother. Since he would need to pay double rent for 3 months, he thought of taking loan from her. I have problems breathing whenever I hear people talk bullshit like this. I want a clean finish. No more entanglement. But I know this people will not let me live in peace. I’ve already made a plan that I will work and finish my Bachelor degree and then try for a better job. I have what it takes to be an entrepreneur too. But as you know it requires time, plenty of patience and hard work. It’s not something that can be done overnight.

A sinking boat is not what I am afraid of. I’ve been there before many times. It’s just about willpower to get up again. Getting up get’s to be more difficult with extra weight but not impossible as long as we try and do our training.

Thank you & see you next time with the post about Master Numbers 11, 22 and 33 !

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Working for the first time as an Art teacher πŸ‘©β€πŸŽ¨

Hi! Good morning & Good evening! 😁

I woke up early this morning to prepare my paperwork before my first day at work and it definitely felt too early. My younger son woke up too and wouldn’t go back to sleep so I had no choice but to give him a cartoon to watch. Nevertheless, I managed to be done with my preparations and caught the train to Stockholm.

When I arrived in Stockholm I took some time to find my destination. I’m grateful for the implementation of GPS πŸ™. I arrived around 30 minutes before the class started. I’ve shown my criminal records, got my keys to open the classroom and shelves. And I’ve got a short tour around the school.

Finally, 10.15. I became an art teacher. I felt nervous and weak in my body but after five minutes the awkwardness wear off and I felt good in my role. The kids got an assignment to sketch ideas for a sculpture. I felt that some of them tried to take advantage of the situation and tried how far they can go with me.

I had two classes before the lunch and one class after and I must say that a teachers job has become tougher. Kids don’t have much respect and feel that school is a playground. There is a lot of swearing and sexism. I am not sure from where it is coming. Nevertheless, I’m gonna keep going. It was only one day out of my “teacher” journey. And there were actually many nice students too!

Thank you for reading & see you tommorow with a new post !

PS. Tommorow Agni will turn into a teacher of Household Management 😁✌.