It has been a few long, exhausting days but I am still here breathing for you. First of all I would like to share with you that I’ve started the Event & Project management course and it’s quite interesting except that I am pretty much aware of the steps included in the planning of events. I’ve got a few classmates from other countries and it can be quite tough when people mostly chill and my brain works double as fast. I think I do not know sometimes how to take it easy. But on the other side I am happy that I can motivate myself to do so well. I even went to work and then run to attend the class. Tommorow though I have a 6 hours working time. And if everything goes well, by Friday I will earn my first 2000 SEK for the month of October. For many people 2000 SEK is not much but there used to be a time when that much was enough for me. I really miss that time but unfortunetely I’ve got to wait until my late 60s or 70s. Having kids means having expenses.
I am so tired I had to take diet supplements. Whenever I go to work I forget to drink plenty of fluids. My responsibilities at work are not that many but standing and walking around, and of course raising my voice when needed really takes a lot of minerals and vitamines out of my body. Right now I am dreaming about taking a bath but again…unfortunetely I’ve only got shower possibilities.
Well… my dear readers… let me finish this week succesfully and then I promise to blow your mind with amazing content on Saturday or Sunday 😃
Its been actually pretty rainy where I live these last few days but luckily after rain comes the sun and I even hear the birds singing. But when it rains or actually there is a pretty much a hurricane inside our heads and/or hearts you may ask yourself what is wrong and for how long. That is the reason why I’ve decided to make time to write this post.
I’ve gone through pretty many storms in my life, even as I try to get stronger mentally, tthere will be always someone trying to push you from the cliff. When its your closest family I assure you it hurts so much you ask yourself if its worth living and I can tell you from your experience that it is! It hurts, very badly actually but you can do it! We all go through bad and good periods in life. I know it feels like a rollercoaster ride for many of you because so does it for me. I get disappointed by my parents, partner, children, friends, teachers, co-workers and bosses but I made myself an aim and I will go for it.
But how do we know and how do we prepare ourself for the future?
If you are someone that started or maybe just heard something about astrology I recommend to you dearly astrosage.com. Astro sage is available as an app too which makes it handy if you want to see daily horoscope for example. It’s free of charge and after you learn some more about astrology which you can actually do through the app and website too, then you can make your own predictions.
I am actually going through a Saturn influence right now and Mercury will follow soon but I know already that by September I will be going through Ketu influence and by end of October to the start of December my incomes and everything I’ve worked for will change significiently. I know it all because I follow the transits on my own but I use the astrosage.com to make the predictions. Some of the prediction from the Varshphal actually come true. The time period may not be true, for that you need to know the transits on your own but many events mentioned there do happen.
So for example if the app is saying :
Many of these things actully did happen but earlier than what the app suggests. I had issues with my period last month and I actually had a stomach flu when I came back from Pakistan and eys hurts me too due to my pollen allergy. My reputation has also been tried to be messed with but its always by the jealous people or I-know-it-all people. And yes, its pretty depressing if it comes from your mother but other than that I am fine.
Now I am going through what the app is saying should happen in September. I have problems with my kids. They are extremely stubborn and fussy right now. There are issues with my job as a teacher due to summerbreak so I had to request the company I work at to give me some work at the kindergarden. And yes, because there is not so much work I will have many bills sent to the company handling debts.
But I know too that it will pass as long as I try harder.
I am betting on October becoming a little better financially. I still did not decide if I will give the media technology a try but I think I will. I don’t have a sense of revenge but I want to show one of the professors that they misjudged me. I deserve my double bachelor degree. I work harder than other students in class. This time I know that being couragous gives me opportunities, being scared makes my life more complicated. And I’ve made a goal to work in university by the age of 33. I am not sure how but I will upgrade my skills and read more. Maybe I will join some writring contest or filmmaking contest. I just want to explore more and expand my horizons. I am hungry for becoming more than what I am. And I know there is more to me than what I notice at this time.
When it comes to the prediction for the later part of 2022, I think that I may succeed at getting my degree completed, at least the tourism one. If not that then I may get a better job opportunity. The last of my hopes and wishes for the year would be for Ahad to be with me. I know the probability is low looking at my income right now but still a lot can happen in the next 6 months. My income can increase and 1100 Euro of yearly income can turn into 8000-11000 Euro of yearly income and that’s 660- 920 Euro monthly.
And I think, thats pretty all. Sorry, I go a little outside of the topic but I really had to get out some things. Not having many friends around makes me into a chatter box .
It’s been a while since I wrote anything on the topic of astrology but well… you even stagnate while learning sometimes. In the recent month’s I’ve taken more interest in Varshphal. That is yearly horoscope or differently called solar return. And so I dig a little and found out that every planet has an maturity age and by the end when they reach maturity some events connected to these planets will take place. But before I jump into analysis of my birth chart let me tell you when each planet matures.
Jupiter matures at the age of 16. It is believed that at that time humans have already created a set of principles and a belief system which they follow through out life. As Jupiter represents wisdom as in education , husband for a girl and children as well as religion and travel, some events connected to the significance of Jupiter will take place between the age of 15 and 16.
Sun matures at the age of 21. As it stands for authority, recognition and career between 20 and 21 we should be able to choose our career path. We could get our first job or be rewarded for something we did. As Sun stands for father too, something related to your father could take place.
Moon matures by the age of 24. By that time one should have gained mental stability and show signs of a mature mind. Moon stands for mind, home, mother, family, nourishment thus something connected to these should take place. Maybe you will purchase your first apartment? For that you will need to check planet placement in your birth chart.
Venus matures at the age of 25. Between 24 and 25 we could meet our partner or we could have a lesson about love and relationships. By that time we should be mature enough to lead a one to one relationship.
Mars matures at the age of 28, which means that between the age of 27 and 28 you will take action towards something or the opposite, you may lose courage, depending on house placement and planets surrounding mars. By the age of 28 we should have grown enough to understand how we can control our anger and how to use the energy for our benefit.
Mercury matures at the age of 32. As it’s a planet of communication and business by that time something related to our communication like planning , organising , leadership may take place but does not have to. It could be related to writing as Mercury ruled Gemini represents hands or something analytical as Mercury is ruling the sign of Virgo as well. If you are a scientist, it could mean that you will reach a new level when it comes to your career or you could get a reward or a degree . As with the other planets, placement such as house, planets sitting around Mercury and lord placement of that house should be checked for getting a clear idea about the event that will take place between 31 and 32. As Mercury stands for siblings too, something related to your younger siblings could take place.
Saturn matures at the age of 36. As it’s about responsibility and duty in our life, an event that will will happen by the age of 35 and 36 will require greater maturity and the willingness to serve our karma. By that time we will be aware of our duties and responsibilities towards others.
Rahu matures at the age of 42. By that time Rahu loses its strength and a person is able to let go of their illusions and become aware of the fact that money is not all the happiness in the world.
Ketu matures at the age of 48. By the age of 47 and 48 one should know their spiritual path and come to a realisation that clinging into people or things does not serve any purpose. It could be a time when one gets detached from the world.
So finally 😂 let me tell you what happened to me. And you can practice using my birth chart.
Between age of 15 and 16, I’ve decided to study textile design in high school and I’ve got an award for my achievements at school.
Between age of 20 and 21, many things happened. I had to grow up and master the courage to save my relationship and so my kids dad came to Sweden and we moved to another place. I’ve also decided that I want to pursue a career where I can be creative and give service.
Between the age of 23 and 24, I’ve pursued higher education at university. I’ve also became a mother during that time and had to learn to handle the pressure of home and school and all the criticism that I’ve gotten from my classmates for having children.
Between the age of 24 and 25, it’s said in 2018/2019, I’ve gone through a transformation and I’ve got a few lessons connected to marriage and relationships. I’ve started also to gain more knowledge about astrology. For me that was a big boom 💥. I felt like I was floating in the air. Everything I knew felt so unrealistic. I’ve decided to divorce during that time as well and I made it before my 26th birthday.
Between 27 and 28 I’ve actually remarried. Why? Karma is a bitch 😅 and I guess divorcees with kids are hot. Mars is in 7th house and 7th lord is in 7th house too. Mercury which also resides in in 7th house stands for contracts/written agreements and so I did nikah at the court.
I am 28 right now + 3 months 😂 . And I am super excited for what Mercury will give me at 32. But as Mercury is in 7th house I hope next step will be business, not a divorce. I am not so sure though when it comes to the events connected to Saturn at 36. At 42, I suspect my mother will get sick or I will have a big argument with my husband. At 48 I suspect Ketu will either give me a good position at work or will make me away from everything that has to do with materiality. There could be something related to death too.
Wow! It’s been so refreshing sharing something new with you. Soon I’m gonna start my own channel on YouTube where you will be able to discover yourself a new together with me 🌟.