Life this last 7 days has been quite tough on me. I must admit I was too much ahead of myself and misjudged the period of the transit I was in. I thought that the danger was over but nope… The mercury transit has not even started. So in this case I should not expect Ketu period until perhaps November.
“Job matters will remain mostly below average and not entirely satisfactory. Work environment will remain disturbed and under pressure during this period. Risk taking tendencies should be curbed totally. You should avoid major activity during this period. If working as a professional, this period will experience hurdles and some challenges. There will be uncertainty and some confusion. You will lack full support from your own people. Possiblity of some legal action against you is also there. The health of your dear ones may create anxiety for you. There will be problem in the progeny during this period. You should keep a low profile during this time and avoid changes.“
I pretty much thought that Saturn period was over. Unfortunately, it was not. Not sure if I misjudged it because Saturn is retrograde but well its happening. Saturn is in Capricorn in my 6th house of disputes, diseases, law matters. I think you know where I am headed with this. Well… I was supposed to keep my profile low. I think I shall listen. To be honest I don’t have a lot of energy. Not sure if it’s the herbal tea I’ve been drinking or sleepless nights because of so many things on my head and Austin being sick but I feel like a corpse without any spark to life right now. I’m kind of sad and scared too. I have never been in this kind of situation before. I have never thought I could ever end up where I am. But I am all I have at the moment. I need to be strong for my children. They need me. And I need them in my life too. Hopefully, I will get a job and an employer that will not leave me with a problem like my current employer did. It feels just so unfair and cruel in a way.
See ya my dear readers! And send me your positive energy. I will need it.
I don’t think I could be more happy than this. To be honest I am extremely tired and I do feel sick. I’ve been struggling with both fever, throat pain and cough since two weeks. When it feels like its over, it comes back. But that’s not what mercury retrograde is. Mercury is about communication, siblings, electronics, engined vehicles and everything that can go wrong with it. For some of you Mercury will stand for other things. After all we do not have the same kind of birth charts.
For me dear readers the hellish effects of Mercury retrograde just started and I believe it will not stop until 2nd of October. So first of all I fight with many people since weeks back. I’ve had even misunderstandings with my classmates. It’s like we don’t speak a similar language. Then yesterday I’ve got a call from the support team in my company because some child accused me of abuse. I will never set my foot again in Alby or the schools in the near area. Not only children are ungrateful, they don’t listen, spit on each other and call each other names but they try to overpower you, run outside in the middle of the class and well… I feel like I was at a military camp, not a school.
To make things worse I’ve just sent a reference person list before yesterday to a new employer. And I mentioned my current job to them. I wonder if I will get the new job now…after someone has painted by name in all kinds of dark shades. Hopefully, this event will not have that impact because I feel so over being teacher for kids who do not want to learn. I have a lot of patience. I don’t even hit my own kids and some strangers child will accuse me of this and that…. It makes me really sad and disappointed with this world.
Next week I will be all alone with my kids too and SL already announced that the trains will not run for some time as per schedule so I will need to take a bus with them every morning. Wonder how that goes…?
This weekend will be about cleaning first of all. I may be going out soon to buy some food in ICA. Even the weather is not nice today. But well… wish me luck 🙏. I realy feel so exhausted by all this.
I woke up after making kids sleep. 3 AM. Their father no where to be found. But it’s cool. He is a free man. I opened my Macbook and the power point I have been translating since yesterday. I’ve been doing some night work the days before too. Not that I’m so deligent. I don’t have a choice. I completely forgot. Another event of Mercury going retrograde 🙉. And what does it have to do with me working at night? Well… it f*ucked up all the devices at home except my phone and my computer although I had issues with mouse and chargers for about two weeks now. I also don’t seem to have any good communication. It’s as if I say one thing but people hear or read another thing. And so it has been with my mother, with the webshop where I ordered the LCD for my kids iPad and who knows what else. One thing is sure I will be at loss.
So here I am sitting at night again to finish my part of the job because I’m the translator while doing the project at the Challenge driven innovation with Design Thinking course. It’s not easy. I’m sleepy and my back is killing me but I’m doing my best because I saw the transits. About 3-6 months from now I will have a good job and meet plenty of people. My romantic relationship will go through its intense period. And it makes me anxious while on the same time I want time to run faster. I miss Ahad so much 😓.
If I only remembered it was now, the Mercury retrograde… I would not count on my luck. What should I do with the LCD that I took out of the envelope but in the end wasn’t compatible ? What will happen to my thesis that I got another chance to improve ? When will machines be on friendly terms with me again ? 😖
I don’t know to be honest 🤷♀️. Depending on the source the dates differ. One says middle of September to middle of October. Some other say end of September until middle of October. I think there is nothing more for me than being patient. Waiting out the invisible “storm”.